a month and a half and i’m already feeling burnt out.. why?

is it because of the fact that it’s been almost 2 years since i’ve last worked? is it because, now that i’m a mom, i’m not cut out for this stuff anymore? do i just need to adjust? maybe it’s all the walking and the weather. maybe something is going around and i’ve caught it.. there’s a few people in the office that are sick.. and two are out…

maybe i just need to eat. i’ve been really bad at eating lately. i eat probably one real meal a day (two on weekends) and snack on small things whenever else i can.. my work schedule doesn’t help either..

i get up at 8 or 9 in the morning.. drink some coffee and have a very small breakfast (if i can).. i take a shower.. get ready for work.. get the baby ready to go to her sitter downstairs.. i have to leave the house a little after 11 to catch the bus.. i can’t eat before i leave because either i don’t have time to make anything or i’m not hungry.. when i get downtown, i have 25 minutes to find somewhere to eat.. but all the lines are long and i don’t have much time left to actually eat… so i don’t get anything.. then i leave to catch the bus at about 5-530.. get home no later than 6… by then i’m starving like crazy.. but i wait to make something to eat for when dave gets home.. so, i don’t usually eat until sometime between 730 and 830.. sucks. i gotta figure something out…

i need a plan. i’m gonna go think of something. thanks for stopping by and wasting your time..