all i ate was half an apple before going to work..
that’s all i’ve eaten all day.. i’m hungry..
dave said he’ll cook tonight, but i’m having trouble waiting…

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i turn off all the lights before going to bed..
i wake up and all the lights are turned on..
my utility bill is $165 for last month..
twice as much as last year, same time..

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i hate it when you go to the shoe store, find some nice shoes, try them on, walk around in them.. they look good and feel good.. they’re perfect.. but when you use them, they start hurting your feet and feeling either too tight or too loose.. or something else is wrong with it… wtfchuck? i have what looks like it’s gonna turn into a bruise on the back of my heel.. fucking stupid shoes..

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the past two days i was cleanup girl.. conference rooms been used, coffee cups and glasses left everywhere… no one puts their dishes away.. gotta collect them and put them in the dish washer.. glad i don’t have to wash them too… also spent the last two days in the storage room closing and breaking down cases.. cases being lawsuits… closing meaning when the case is done, documents are to be collected and prepared to be stored.. breaking down consists of taking documents out of binders, rubber-banding them, boxing them and labeling the boxes.. then taking the good binders and stacking them on a shelf, throwing away the broken beaten-up binders… omg! dust everywhere.. sneezing and coughing.. but at least i got to be alone and had the ipod to keep me from going crazy from the silence…

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sat in the very back seat in the middle on the bus.. i could see straight ahead of us from there.. no support so i’m worried about spilling over onto the guy 2 seats away.. dug my shoes as hard into the floor as possible.. the music on my ipod kept me sane..

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small burn from a frying pan, cracks, paper cuts, staple hole, scratches..
my hands are hurting and they don’t look so good…

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my sitter is annoying/upsetting me.

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i have a headache and i’m tired.

*today is the first day of this month’s period.