crazy tired all week. it’s only wednesday. not enough time in the day. most of it spent at work. or asleep. weekends spent taking care of everything i couldn’t all week. need more time.

insurance wasn’t deducted from my paycheck, but it was still low. don’t want to see the next paycheck. i’d probably cry.

feeling low lately. times like these i wish i could leave. they say that home is where the heart is. my heart’s not here. not in vegas. i think i left it in spokane.

i’m not talking about my heart for the little one or the other half. i mean the heart for the home. i don’t feel at home here. maybe i need more time. but i think by the time it does feel like home, i would be moving again.

i’m difficult to please. no wonder people think i’m crazy.