Why is it that even the small things I do, or don’t do, I’m wrong? Unintentionally upsetting those that I care about is taking it’s toll on me and I feel like I’m falling. My self-esteem doesn’t help any either. I already feel like crap. I mean, if I’m always screwing up with all these small things, what makes me think I can take on something so big as this project that I’m doing now?

Ugh. Sometimes I wonder why I even bother?